Was it all just a Mistake?

I don’t even know where to begin. As an old chapter in my life closes, another begins. I have spent three years of my life, literally trapped in what I thought was real love. Thug love. Love that no one else has but us. Although it was evident that no one had the kind a love that I gave and the experiences that I went through. I can’t start to explain what and how completely wrong everything was. I am a woman of my words. I have been faithful since day one. You went behind my back after fighting so hard for us, and deceived me.

I feel used, played and back stabbed. Sadly, I can usually tolerate this kind of behaviour from you. But this is the last straw. I want it to be clear, that I am strong and you can’t take me down with you. I have supported you through all those years, hoping that one day we would build a future with one another. You broke it. You broke our promises. You lied.

Just recently I was bragging how our relationship was. Mentioning all the good things that came out of it. You made it seem like everything was real. When I realized that it was just real lies. It hurt baby, it really hurts. This time around, I didn’t fuss and fight. This time around I didn’t seek for answers and the truth from you. This time is going to be the realest thing out of this relationship. You know why? Because, I’m real.

Again, take this in as a consideration and not into your defense.

I’m leaving baby, there’s no more ‘we’ll talk it out.’

It ends now.